A 10-Year Journey
💫 Dedication
Section titled “💫 Dedication”This project celebrates 10 years (2016-2026) in Computer Science, specializing in Web Technology.
A journey of passion, mistakes, hard lessons, and unwavering love for the craft—despite all obstacles.
🎯 The Real Journey
Section titled “🎯 The Real Journey”Early Years: The Foundation
Section titled “Early Years: The Foundation”Childhood
- Fascinated by computers and assembly
- Built first PC in 2nd grade (SD Kelas 2)
- Intel Pentium 2 with iconic slot RAM
- The spark that started everything
SMP (Junior High)
- Active in scientific writing
- Research: Eco-friendly energy (Ethanol gas from tofu waste fermentation)
- Robotics: Automatic door with simple circuits (no microcontroller)
The First Big Mistake: Wrong Decision
Section titled “The First Big Mistake: Wrong Decision”SMA Negeri 3 Bantul - IPS (Social Sciences)
Why IPS? Not my own decision. Advice: “Career as a trader.” Reality: Wrong path.
The Realization (Quarter semester in)
- Felt completely wrong
- Far from vision: researcher, system designer, developer
- Requested switch to IPA (Natural Sciences) - Approved
- But toxic senior culture + ego = motivation collapsed
The Dropout #1
- Stopped school, mental breakdown
- Had to transfer schools, repeat the year
- Forced to make a REAL decision
2016: The Real Beginning
Section titled “2016: The Real Beginning”SMK Negeri 3 Yogyakarta - Teknik Komputer Jaringan
Why Vocational?
- Aligned with lifelong passion
- Technical skills I already mastered
- A decision I could stand by
Finally, the right path.
2021: The Second Big Mistake
Section titled “2021: The Second Big Mistake”The Dilemma: Two Universities
| Amikom Yogyakarta | UIN Sunan Kalijaga |
|---|---|
| My choice | Parents’ suggestion |
| Aligned with skills | Not aligned |
| Expensive | Affordable |
The Overconfident Decision: “I can do both!”
The Brutal Reality
Section titled “The Brutal Reality”2022: Complete Collapse
- Company bankrupt (bad management)
- Couldn’t afford tuition
- UIN: Dropped out Semester 3
- Amikom: Dropped out Semester 5
- Financial disaster, mental breakdown #2
The Pattern: Inconsistency
Section titled “The Pattern: Inconsistency”The Fatal Flaw
- Inconsistent decision-making
- Impulsive choices
- Late realizations
- Ego-driven actions
The Brutal Truth
- Not good at making money
- Not good at self-branding
- Loved the craft too much
- Forgot to survive
🧠 2025: The Diagnosis - ADHD
Section titled “🧠 2025: The Diagnosis - ADHD”After years of impulsive decisions, inconsistent choices, hyperfocus on passion, ignoring basic needs…
Finally understood:
- Not just “bad at decisions”
- ADHD since childhood
The Pattern Makes Sense:
- SMA IPS → IPA switch (impulsivity)
- Dropout → repeat (inconsistency)
- Double degree attempt (overconfidence)
- Hyperfocus on tech (ignoring survival)
- Poor financial management (executive dysfunction)
🌟 The Spiritual Awakening: RUH, Mental, and Raga
Section titled “🌟 The Spiritual Awakening: RUH, Mental, and Raga”RUH (Soul/Spirit) - The True Self, the consciousness, the decision maker
Mental (Mind) - The thoughts, emotions, patterns - Responsibility of RUH
Raga (Body) - The physical form, actions, health - Responsibility of RUH
Living with Consciousness:
- Aware of ADHD patterns
- Conscious of impulses
- Responsible for choices
- RUH in control, not ADHD
💪 10 Years of Experience
Section titled “💪 10 Years of Experience”| Role | Learning |
|---|---|
| IT Support Technician | Hardware, software, user support |
| NOC Engineer | Network monitoring, 24/7 operations |
| System Administrator | Linux, server config, security |
| Frontend Developer | HTML, CSS, JavaScript, UX |
| Backend Developer | API, database, business logic |
| Full-Stack Developer | Complete applications |
| DevOps Engineer | CI/CD, containers, IaC |
10 years of experience, built on failures and persistence.
🚀 2031: The Vision
Section titled “🚀 2031: The Vision”PT Koneksi Jaringan Indonesia
Wait for me in 2031. Not just a company, but proof that:
- Mistakes can be overcome
- Failures can be lessons
- Passion can be channeled
- Wisdom can be earned
💫 Final Words
Section titled “💫 Final Words”Formal education opens doors.
But passion breaks through walls.
And mistakes teach wisdom.
Certificates prove attendance.
But knowledge proves capability.
And failures prove resilience.